Thank you all for your advice yesterday. I'd also like to say that I appreciate none of you scolding me. I promise I did enough of it on my own! I have an appointment for Wednesday, December 23. This one will stick unless something opens up sooner or I get pregnant. (Please let it be the second option.) Oh, and no more Googling for me.
Tomorrow is the last day of the Mid, and then I start the estrogen. I'm definitely feeling some side effects this time--mostly hot flashes. And I'm feeling some tugging in my ovaries that I didn't feel last time. Other than that, I'm doing okay. T-minus six days until my next appointment. I'm trying not to focus on it. Instead, I steer my mind toward other things. Right now, it should be steering toward work.