I'm suffering from burn out.
From work. Blogging. Adoption. Life. I've been saving my vacation for when we are finally matched/placed, but I've decided to stop doing that since it doesn't appear we'll even be matched before my PTO expires in October. I need time away. I need time where I sit around and do nothing, or go - take off and enjoy life.
Last night I sat on the nursery floor and thought back to when we decorated it. We were so positive and hopeful. I thought that sitting there would somehow make me more positive and hopeful. Instead, I felt nothing. Emptiness.
I want that hope and that positivity to come back, but I worry it's gone. For good.