It's going to be a long week. Or two.
Our profile is being presented along with three others, but unfortunately, we won't know anything until late next week at the earliest. I don't have a feeling either way about this situation. It's a good scenario, but I'm not letting it get into my head that this is "the one" for us. I've done that too many times, and I've had to learn how to distance myself from the situation. We'll see what happens. If she picks us, great. If not, we need to move on.
My update on the job situation is similar: I don't know anything, and I have no idea when I will know.
Mentally and emotionally, this week is a little better. I had a long weekend, and although I spent much of it working on freelance projects and a test project for the potential new job, I still had the chance to decompress a little. I feel like I'm doing a lot better on letting go of things that I can't control, and trying to move forward with my life. It's an active, constant process, but I feel like this is that sense of resolution I've achieved with my infertility crossing over to other aspects of my life.
That's pretty much all I have going on - adoption changes, work changes, and trying my hardest to keep balanced (aka not get anxious) about everything that's happening.
One day at a time. That's all I focus on anymore.