Because there isn't much of an update to give. The paralegal is showing our profile and two others to the mom today, and she expects her to make a decision today. I'm not sure why she expects a decision today. Regardless, they expect to update us tomorrow with a decision.
I'm having a hard time balancing my emotions right now. I go back and forth between optimism and realism. My anxiety was high yesterday, but I feel calm today. I keep telling myself that there's nothing we can do about it. It's out of our control.
We'll see if that same sense of calm is still present tomorrow.
Now I'll call it an update: She didn't choose us.