While I'd like to believe that the intense pains that have radiated through my left ovary this weekend are ovulation pains, I know that they are too sharp/strong. I also know that ovulation pains shouldn't cause you to double over, burst into tears, and be unable to walk because you are struggling to breathe.
So this morning, I broke down and called the doctor. I calmly explained to the nurse that no, these were not normal ovulation pains as I rarely ovulate on my own. Then, I asked for a consult with my doctor on a date that my husband could attend (we settled on next Wednesday at 2 pm). Because I've had enough. I'm not going to be a pussy anymore. I'm taking back control. Who gives a shit if I'm not there to get pregnant? Someone needs to take me seriously. And if my doctor won't, I'll go to anyone who will listen. I'll travel to Gainesville or Tampa or Miami and see an RE who will listen to me.
I'm not crazy. But I will be if someone doesn't give me a solution.