Friday, January 8, 2010

i don't want to do this

I don't want to go to this appointment.

The odds are in my favor that this is nothing. I'm 24. I'm healthy. I recently had a ton of blood work done and though my white blood cell count was slightly elevated, it was nothing close to what it would be if I had cancer.

But I just want this to go away. That's all.

Update: The tech did the ultrasound, then the radiologist came in. Neither he nor the tech could figure out what it was from the images, so they decided to go ahead and do the mammo. I waited so the tech could show the images to the radiologist to make sure they were clear. They weren't or there was something else he wanted to see so they had to take MORE images. And then they let me go. Obviously no one told me anything--they have to analyze the images and call my doctor. So I really don't know what to expect.

25 comments:

A said...

i am praying for good results!!

Al said...

hugs, Katie. I am thinking of you today and I'm praying results will be good.

Rach said...

Here for you as well.

Jessica said...

My thoughts are with you today. I am hoping for good results!!

i_c_thru_u said...

***hugs*** Hope the news is good and comes quickly!

nicolemarie said...

I'm sending good vibes your way today. Keep your hopes up - like you said, it's probably nothing! If you need anything I'm here.

((((((HUGS))))))

Kelly said...

You're in my thoughts and prayers today. (((HUGS)))

Tina said...

I have been thinking about you over the past couple of days. I am praying that your doctor appointment goes well today and you get great results.

Let me know if there is anything I can do.

Arlyne said...

Katie sending tons of (((HUGS))) & thinking of you today. Praying with everything I have that this is nothing serious!

Jen said...

You're in my thoughts today. I sincerely hope all goes well.

Astrid said...

Take deap breaths, just know you are supported, whatever happens. And it probably is nothing but I am sure that doesn't make this any more tolerable. I'm so sorry you are having to go through this and will be thinking about you.

Jin said...

:::::goood vibes:::::::

AplusB said...

Thinking of you today. Keep us posted.

Bean stalk ballads said...

Katie we are all here right alongside you (hugs)

Katie said...

Oh, Katie...I'm so sorry that they couldn't give you any results today. I know waiting even longer to find out something will be hard to do. Just try to keep reminding yourself (like you said) that the odds ARE in your favor. Chances are great that everything will be fine!

I'll be praying for you!! (((Hugs)))

Rebecca said...

I'm so sorry you're still in limbo. Thinking of you a lot. KUP.

Jen said...

You're right this is probably nothing. I'll be thinking about you!!!

JC said...

I'm praying it's nothing too. Try not to stress this weekend ((hugs)).

Leslie said...

I am sending truckloads of + thoughts to you! Hope they are able to get back to you quickly with the results and that they show everything will be OK!

Stefanie Blakely said...

Thinking about you, Katie, and anxiously awaiting an update.

Hugs!!

Dawn said...

Big hugs, Katie! I will be praying that you have great results soon!

erika said...

I am very sorry about the scare. I hope the tests will give you an answer quickly and that all the results will be good! I had lumps in my bb's couple of times. They suck bc they are very scary, but as you said most of them are harmless. Will be thinking of you!

Nicole said...

Have you gotten results yet? I hope they didn't leave you hanging over the whole weekend! I'm so sorry that I've been MIA during this whole lump finding and new RE thing!! Agh! Oh please let the lump not be bad...
On another note, I hope you really like your new RE. I think switching clinics if you're not totally happy can be a great thing! I've done it three times :) and as soon as I found one I loved, I got pregnant :) I really hope you get a good report about the lump, and that you love this new RE!

bumpsalongtheway said...

Oh Katie! I am so sorry they are making you wait! I hope you get fantastic news tomorrow! I am praying for you!

Chelsea Talks Smack said...

sending yuou lots of hugs.