Things are not looking good for my dear friend Kelly, who I posted about the other day.
It's times like these that make me wonder why things happen the way they do. It's times like these that make me so very disappointed in God. It sounds terrible, but I can't help it. No one should ever have to experience what Kelly is going through, especially someone who is so caring and who so badly wants to become a mother.
There are thousands of women who, each day, find out they are going to have a child. How many of them really sit back and appreciate this gift? How many of them plan on this gift? And how many of them have the love and support system in place to provide for their child for the rest of that child's life?
I'm so upset. I'm so angry. But most of all, I'm resigned. My parents were right. Growing up, when I argued about something petty and said it was unfair, they would say, "Life isn't fair."
Life ISN'T fair. And I will never understand it.