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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

pain

Does the pain every go away? Or does it stay with you? I feel the pain, but I can't cry about it anymore. I'm so totally numb and no one in real life understands. There's no one here to look me in the eyes and say, "I get it. I know your pain."

That's all I want. I don't want someone to rationalize or pep talk me. I don't want the logic or the criticisms.

I just want someone to get it. To get that, most days, I feel like I'm never going to have a baby. Ever.

2 comments:

Tina said...

Katie, I am so sorry that you are feeling all of the pain right now.

I know we are not face-to-face but - I do feel your pain, and I do get it. I am so sorry that you feel like no one in your real life understands. I hate the days where I feel like I will never get pregnant, and I think that the only two lines I will ever see were with my ectopic.

I really hope that everything gets better. I will be thinking of you.

Tina

onemoreinthemix said...

((giant hugs)) I know that isn't what you asked for, but that's what I have to give.

And, I know it sucks to not have anyone "IRL" who gets it...but you have many other friends who do. Lean on them. Let them be your support, even they can't physically be a shoulder for you.

Sending much love!!