Does the pain every go away? Or does it stay with you? I feel the pain, but I can't cry about it anymore. I'm so totally numb and no one in real life understands. There's no one here to look me in the eyes and say, "I get it. I know your pain."
That's all I want. I don't want someone to rationalize or pep talk me. I don't want the logic or the criticisms.
I just want someone to get it. To get that, most days, I feel like I'm never going to have a baby. Ever.