Monday, January 19, 2009

what if?

What if it never happens? What if it's just not in the cards?

Will we adopt? Will we foster? Will I become the crazy cat (or dog) lady? What will happen to me?

I'm not down or trying to sound negative, but this is something that's crossed my mind in recent days. I can't help it. I'm a planner. It comforts me to know how things are going to end, but I don't know the ending to this story.


K said...

Hey Katie--
I'm sorry that you're even having to think about these kinds of things, but I certainly understand. I don't really have any "advice" for you, but I do know that you WILL be a mom someday day. We can't claim to know how or when that will happen, but it's in your heart already.

To A T said...

I think I have been over the what ifs so many times I can't even count. I think it's completely normal to have doubts!

((HUGS)) hun!