Monday, January 19, 2009

what if?

What if it never happens? What if it's just not in the cards?

Will we adopt? Will we foster? Will I become the crazy cat (or dog) lady? What will happen to me?

Note:
I'm not down or trying to sound negative, but this is something that's crossed my mind in recent days. I can't help it. I'm a planner. It comforts me to know how things are going to end, but I don't know the ending to this story.

2 comments:

K said...

Hey Katie--
I'm sorry that you're even having to think about these kinds of things, but I certainly understand. I don't really have any "advice" for you, but I do know that you WILL be a mom someday day. We can't claim to know how or when that will happen, but it's in your heart already.
((hugs))

To A T said...

I think I have been over the what ifs so many times I can't even count. I think it's completely normal to have doubts!

((HUGS)) hun!